2.19.2008

The Dam Thing is Built... Enjoy it!

How many times have you set out to create something in your life to enjoy a specific quality, only to find yourself working twice as hard for the result you want? How many times have you set out to build a dam to enjoy the result of swimming in the reservoir, only to find yourself still working on the dam and never get in the water?

Have you ever stopped yourself, arm and hammer, and looked up to see if you're project is complete? To see that maybe you have already arrived, at your chosen destination?

"Isn't time that you jump in and enjoy the water?" my sweet boyfriend, Mauricio, said to me tonight as we were discussing the topic of enjoying the things I have already built. More specifically, this analogy was used in describing how I do relationship. But remember: how you do one thing is how you do everything, and boy... did I get that statement today!

I find myself trying really hard and working on things that no longer need me working on, but just enjoying. From relationship to my awesome job, part of me is still on square one, when actually, in the present, I'm on step-10. I find myself trying really hard to convince both my partner and my co-workers that I am worth being here, rather than seeing that they have been telling me that from the beginning: that I'm totally worth playing with.

So, what's the joke? Address the fear of "not being enough, I don't deserve or I'm unlovable" by feeling it openly and fully and then get on enjoying what I've already built for myself. As I am in the process of exploring the other side of The Law of Attraction, this topic of taking pleasure in what is, feels very congruent. What you focus on expands and what you don't own, owns you! So, as I feel my fear and enjoy all the great things I have already manifested, I anticipate my life only getting better.

For you my dear reader, try it on:

1) How have you already created what it is you're seeking, in your life?
2) What fear may be underneath trying so hard in the areas you are?
3) Last, what can you appreciate about yourself and your life today?

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